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the heartbreak album

by emily the band

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    our debut album + two remixes of old favorites! Enjoyyyy <3
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1.
Then you’re gonna realize, realize, realize You should’ve said goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Before she went and hypnotized, hypnotized you. But then, she makes these “promises” Then tells you that you can be just friends But I can help your heart mend ‘Cause I know you’re the one till the end.
2.
First she’s gonna take you, take you, take you Then she’s gonna break you, break you, break you Guess I can’t make you, make you, make you fall in love with me. She says she’s gonna love you, love you, love you Then makes a fool of you, of you, of you Bet she’ll never love you, love you, love you like the way I do. But then, she makes these “promises” Then tells you that you can be just friends But I can help your heart mend ‘Cause I know you’re the one till the end. Then you’re gonna realize, realize, realize You should’ve said goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Before she went and hypnotized, hypnotized you. But then, she makes these “promises” Then tells you that you can be just friends But I can help your heart mend ‘Cause I know you’re the one till the end. Baby you better run before she tears you apart Baby you better run before she rips out your heart Baby you better run, we know what she’s done to other guys Baby you better run before she goes on telling her lies ‘Cause first she’s gonna take you And then she’s gonna break you I guess I cannot make you fall in love with me. She says she’s gonna love you, love you, love you Then makes a fool of you, of you, of you Bet she’ll never love you, love you, love you like the way I do. But then, she makes these “promises” Then tells you that you can be just friends But I can help your heart mend ‘Cause I know you’re the one till the end.
3.
zero gravity 03:48
Text me when you get back home Now that I’m dizzy and my lips are numb Swear I’ve just been drinking water all night long It’s all your fault How did we always get caught in the rain? How did you end up flowing through my veins? We started running Before we hit the ground Darling, did you bathe in berries? I swear every touch just made me pucker my lips. Driving down the streets you talked about Like they were dreams, and we were living in them I traced constellations on your cheeks, We were playing hopscotch on Saturn’s rings You called me an astronaut, and I couldn’t speak Chest under my cheek, I was feeling zero gravity Zero gravity Could’ve sat sipping on you all summer And I tried to make that season last But we couldn’t make it through the winter ‘Cause I knew I couldn’t handle that Darling, did you bathe in berries? I swear every touch just made me pucker my lips. Driving down the streets you talked about Like they were dreams, and we were living in them I traced constellations on your cheeks, We were playing hopscotch on Saturn’s rings You called me an astronaut, and I couldn’t speak Chest under my cheek, I was feeling zero gravity Zero gravity
4.
boyfriend 04:17
She has a thing for common sense Empathy and self-confidence Oh, she met a boy who stole her mind And now it’s gone And she sings “Come back, come back, come back to me I do, I do, I do believe You have taken things That were once mine, mine, mine” And maybe one day he will return But he’ll never know what he did to her And she’d never tell him And he’ll go back home to his boyfriend She knows the feeling all too well Butterflies and pretending she can’t tell That she knows exactly how this is gonna end And it will soon She still sings “Come back, come back, come back to me I do, I do, I do believe You have taken things That were once mine, mine, mine” And maybe one day he will return But he’ll never know what he did to her And she’d never tell him And he’ll go back home to his boyfriend He’ll be across the ocean soon She’ll still be dancing in her room She’ll move along But he’s never gone, gone, gone And he’ll check back in once in a while Never knowing that behind her smile She was once thinking “Come back, come back, come back to me I do, I do, I do believe You have taken things That were once mine, mine, mine” And maybe one day he will return But he’ll never know what he did to her And she’d never tell him Oh no, no, no, no, no “Come back, come back, come back to me I do, I do, I do believe You have taken things That were once mine, mine, mine” And maybe one day he will return But he’ll never know what he did to her And she’d never tell him And he’ll go back home to his boyfriend
5.
Take me back to the word “go” And tell me I’m not good enough, good enough Could have hurt less than taking it slow You let the ache intensify and linger Stop blinding hearts With blurred lines and pretty words, baby I thought the feeling was mutual From words you spoke in our last phone call And now I look like the fool ‘Cause I won’t I take back the words I said to you I don’t need your consolation You love me or you don't, you’ll stay here or you won't Pushing you out of my nighttime Pressing resume on my lifetime Stop blinding hearts With blurred lines and pretty words, baby I thought the feeling was mutual From words you spoke in our last phone call And now I look like the fool ‘Cause I won’t I take back the words I said to you I’m glad he makes you feel the way you did to me I had clear intentions, but you can’t say the same thing A million times a minute is quite fast for a heart to beat But I’m glad he makes you feel the way you did to me Oh baby, stop blinding hearts With blurred lines and pretty words, baby (and pretty words) I thought the feeling was mutual From words you spoke on our last phone call (now you don’t call) But now I look like the fool (I’m not your fool) ‘Cause I won’t I take back the words I said to you (I said to you) No, I won’t take back the words I said to you
6.
bullet 05:21
I dodged the bullet I swear, I swear I should have left you in February’s air Were you really scared? Or was me asking for what I wanted too much to bear? Oh I should have listened I know, I know My time was never yours to borrow Now all of the questions I had will remain in my head And you’ll keep complaining ‘bout the empty space in your bed Oh I’d ask, but I know you don’t know My friends were so sick of hearing your name ‘Cause I kept saying the same damn thing So here’s song number four With every line, I tried to write you out of my mind Cross your fingers and say goodbye Oh, goodbye I dodged the bullet I swear, I swear I’m glad you shut me down before we could go anywhere Now you can dance in your mirror for somebody else ‘Cause all along I should have stopped and just danced for myself Oh I’d ask, but I know you don’t know My friends were so sick of hearing your name ‘Cause I kept saying the same damn thing So here’s song number four With every line, I tried to write you out of my mind Cross your fingers and say goodbye Oh, goodbye Oooh, oooh Oh I’d ask, but I know you don’t know My friends were so sick of hearing your name ‘Cause I kept saying the same damn thing So here’s song number four With every line, I tried to write you out of my mind Cross your fingers and say goodbye Oh, goodbye
7.
relics 05:17
We were sweet, weren’t we? And that’s why my eyes sting I ran away because our fires didn’t burn the same You know I hate biting my tongue Kissed your cheek until you stayed Feeling that was our last Friday You tasted like lemonade, sweeter than the cake we made I knew nothing would ever taste the same But I’ll still read your poetry When I’m old and crow’s feet remain From when our cheeks would hurt the same And I’ll keep relics of the mess we made Relics of the mess we made Thankful for every page My heart melted with each note you made Who’s your next muse? Who is mine? And whose will I be? Will we find Ourselves in between the lines? But I’ll still read your poetry When I’m old and crow’s feet remain From when our cheeks would hurt the same And I’ll keep relics of the mess we made Relics of the mess we made One cold night, one stone bench Two of us, two young kids And three strong words I never said aloud One cold night, one stone bench Two of us, two young kids And three strong words I never said aloud But I’ll still read your poetry When I’m old and crow’s feet remain From when our cheeks would hurt the same And I’ll keep relics of the mess we made Relics of the mess we made One cold night, one last kiss Though it hurts, we’re just kids I’m sorry it all ended up like this But who’s your next muse? Who is mine? And whose will I be? Will we find Ourselves in between the lines?
8.
let her go 04:58
I don’t mean to wallow, I’ve got a roof over my head Daily pills to swallow, and this is another one of them I’ll never know her because she doesn’t exist She got to taste the water; she let it soak into her skin. The sunbeams soaked her lover; she got to bask in it with them But they’ll never know her. It ended before it could begin. Her “right now” was supposed to be Here and there and in between Festivals and headlights and me Eyes bright and looking forward But chasing dreams that were not for her Tries her best to hide all her debris Won’t help to hold on to her ghost So I let her go Striking strings and boxes, the evidence is in her hands She reviews it often on the mountain with the band They get to know her. Wasn’t that always the plan? Her “right now” was supposed to be Here and there and in between Festivals and headlights and me Eyes bright and looking forward But chasing dreams that were not for her Tries her best to hide all her debris Won’t help to hold on to her ghost So I let her go She has never known a thing except the path that’s beaten for her Maybe all she needs is time to find her footing elsewhere Her “right now” was supposed to be Here and there and in between Festivals and headlights and me Eyes bright and looking forward But chasing dreams that were not for her Tries her best to hide all her debris Won’t help to hold on to her ghost There’s more comin’ than she’ll ever know Thinking fast, but living slow So I let her go
9.
If I found myself in Brooklyn Might I see you on the street Laundry bag over your shoulder In a sundress with those sneakers on your feet Should I act like I don’t know you? Should I stay out of your way? Or should I tell you how you helped my petals Open to the sun then walked away And now I’m living like you taught me to And missing you through pictures that I saved How’s your brain been treating you? Has the city been kind, too? Left your toolkit at my parents’ house, and i still use it Is your hair still at your shoulders? Have you any new tattoos? I loved the tiger on your stomach Now each one I see just makes me think of you And I have misplaced my belief in shame Because you shattered my old point of view How’s your brain been treating you? Has the city been kind too? Left your toolkit at my parents’ house, and i still use it Are you still in that apartment? Is that girl still where your heart is? I will stop myself from looking for you, just how you wanted Brooklyn Lady, I’ve been missing you Brooklyn Lady, I’ve been missing you Brooklyn Lady, I’ve been missing you Brooklyn Lady, I’ve been missing you
10.
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Brooklyn Lady, I’ve been missing you Brooklyn Lady, I’ve been missing you
11.
Do do do do do do do do do Do do do do do do Do do do do Do do do do do Search “disaster” You'll find a photo of you and I Hasn't happened yet But it's bound to go down I wouldn't be surprised If I loved you in another life My eyes are Drawn to the impossible Like flour on a black T-shirt You and I are messy Like these kids throwing dirt You and I are messy You and I are fire, water, ice Burning, drowning, I Can’t believe I’m doing this again You and I are fire, water, ice Burning, drowning, I Can’t believe I’m doing this again Do do do do do do do do do Do do do do do do Do do do do Do do do do do Just seventeen You smiled and couldn’t believe your eyes If this weren’t me I’d think it was treacherous Your glance is dangerous Wondering “What if?” is hazardous I can’t make you Exit my subconscious Like flour on a black T-shirt You and I are messy Like these kids throwing dirt You and I are messy You and I are fire, water, ice Burning, drowning, I Can’t believe I’m doing this again You and I are fire, water, ice Burning, drowning, I Can’t believe I’m doing this again Sun’s in my eyes now Watching you walk out I Wish the wind would Blow my thoughts away Fire burns out when Rain pours down and Reason floods back to me Cuz you and I are fire, water, ice Burning, drowning, I Can’t believe I’m doing this again You and I are fire, water, ice Burning, drowning, I Can’t believe I’m doing this again You and I are fire, water, ice Burning, drowning, I Can’t believe I’m doing this again You and I are fire, water, ice Burning, drowning, I Can’t believe I’m doing this again Oh again
12.
Baby there’s a thunderstorm On the twenty-first floor And down below as well I suppose We’ve been disconnecting from the world Brushing elbows with lightning bolts Used to make me cry But now I’ve grown accustomed to it A rendezvous I’ll never forget Cuz ordering from restaurants Keeps making my stomach turn More than usual But there’s nothing I’d love more than To dance in this storm with you Everyone will look at us Like we’ve lost our minds But when’s the next time that we’ll see them? Give them a story to tell their friends You and I are dancing queens ‘Till the end of time Seventeen’s just the beginning You help me keep my head from spinning Cuz ordering from restaurants Keeps making my stomach turn But I’ve found I love the thrill And there’s nothing I love more than Dancing in this storm with you, with you I'm dying just to go back But I'm loving just where we're at, oh no And I'm dying just to go back But I'm loving just where we're at, oh no And I'm dying just to go back But I'm loving just where we're at, oh no And I'm dying just to go back But I'm loving just where we're at, oh no

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released September 30, 2022

Emily Antonacci - songwriter, ukulele, vocals, graphic design
Connor Billard - producer, bass, synth
Abbey Haste - percussion, vocals, illustrator
Camryn Proctor - producer, guitar, melodica, vocals, songwriter, illustrator
Caspian Voss - photography

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emily the band Peoria, Illinois

emily the band is a three-piece queer girl group based in Peoria, Illinois, composed of Emily Antonacci (vocals, ukulele, songwriting), Cami Proctor (guitar, vocals, melodica, arrangements, composition), and Abbey Haste (drums, percussion). They have played sad-girl ukulele pop at venues around Illinois since April 2021.

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